1. |
Mirror (Intro)
01:59
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if despair is just
a mirror of
a bliss at the same depth
then i don't have to
worry like i do
if despair is just
a mirror of
a bliss at the same depth
then i don't have to
worry like i do
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2. |
Glints (Full)
03:36
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I tie my hair like you did
As if I'm supposed to, yeah
I'm safe in a vision of you
Lean in the doorway
Giving me glints
You say "goodnight
Let me know if it hits"
What are these fleeting moments?
These inclinations?
I look to aurora sky
Is this the closest we'll get?
Or will our worlds weave again?
It's alright
Wish you best until then
Maybe sudden and silly
Is it all in my head?
All I know is
I wanna be your friend
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3. |
Reel
03:21
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I write for u
I write for u
I write for u
I write for u
Cause when I look inside
You're all I see
Cause when I look inside
You're all I see
I'm on your reel
I write for u
I write for u
Cause when I look inside
You're all I see
Cause when I look inside
You're all I see
You make me real
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4. |
High Waisted Jeans
02:53
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When I went to the store
Half the girls maybe more
Looked exactly how I wanna be
'Course I've felt it before
But it struck me and poured out
I was wishing for a different body
Half the time I meet someone
I feel like I might slip and fall
But it's in vain if they think I'll be there man
Just wanna be their girl
(I had this dream)
In a house by the shore
two horses argued ignoring me
I'm on the floor, no plans
Once I get out the door
Notebook washed up on the shore
In big letters, it said "TRANS"
Sometimes I know I can be who I wanna be
Sometimes feels like no one sees me how I wanna be seen
Wish I fit these high waisted jeans
...but really, i know who i am, regardless of assignment or what anyone else sees. I know what i see.
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5. |
Loveshifts
03:19
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I think I don't know what love is
But I've been in it before
It got switched out with the feeling
Of you closing the door
In love you share your worries
You were afraid of being a bore
I didn't understand that
'till your interest was no more
Am I just another fool who thought they knew
Something for sure?
Am I just another fool who thought they knew
Something for sure?
I guess I don't know what love is
But I've been in it before
You turned on me I'm reeling
Trust fell out with the floor
In love you share your worries
You were afraid of being a bore
I didn't understand that
'till your interest was no more
But I'm not just another fool for feeling blue
Cat that's crying at the door
I'm not just another fool for feeling blue
It's part of the core
Oh our love was something else
Now it's notebooks on the shelf
Oh our love was something true
flitting by and passing through...
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6. |
Marbles
01:32
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7. |
Storm Dust
03:01
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I’ve been looking lost
I’ve been making excuses
I block everything out
No picking and choosing
Dunk my head under
Get down to it
Meet in triangle
No winning or losing
Self doubt holds me from the goal
Like drought in wet season
It’s the eye of the storm
Its the heart of the demon
Scattered about
Ripping to pieces
Homesick for some places
I didn’t believe in
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8. |
Grew
02:37
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Baby come on
I wanna hear your song
How come you tucked away
The thing you love?
Who told you that you sounded
Silly inside
Watch for concoctions of the
Self-hating mind
Oh, don't take it to heart
It'll take you apart
It'll take you apart
What did you hear?
They said it would fade away
But it only grew
But it only grew
Baby come on
I wanna hear your song
How come you tucked away
The thing you love?
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9. |
Harbinger
02:24
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Sun is red from smoke
All day till it's gone
I lay back in the water...
In the stars above the lake
They're tryna take you up
To let you shine with them
They're tryna lift you up,
Get high with them
Wonder where I've been
Callings from my kin,
That's all I can remember
I came back where I entered
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10. |
Otter
01:31
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11. |
Paws Up!
02:50
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Have I been here before?
Or is it something I made up instead?
Have I been here before?
Is it about to begin again?
I know that we can go another way
Somehow we lose our sense of place
I know that we can go another way
Somehow there's a shift in time and space
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12. |
Crumble
02:53
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I know its not the best time
I know its not the best
I know its not the best time
I know it doesn’t make sense
I know it doesn’t
But I think we’re gonna be fine
I know its not the best time
I know its not the best
But I think we’re gonna be fine
There’s growth within decay
It’s happening all the time
These structures, they will crumble
In time
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13. |
Pages
02:16
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Looking for the pages
That I ripped out
Looking for the pages
Got tossed in doubt
Pieces of the picture
Swallowed inside
Looking out the window
Between the blinds
Looking for the pages
That I ripped out
Looking out the window
Step outside
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14. |
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In the same raft, I've been drifting
Wide open sea
I remember when the dam fell
Current pulled me down
Washed away
Everything I knew
Back then, didn't see it as a blessing
I was so ashamed, before boundlessness, yeah
It's pretty dark, on the wide open sea
I remember when the dam fell
Current pulled me down
Washed away everything I knew
I needed that, I was out of control
I didn't see my actions take a toll
I remember when the dam fell
Current pulled me down
Washed away
Everything I knew
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15. |
Time Goes (Outro)
02:09
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16. |
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Rollerblading down the hallway
Flicking glitter from our fingers
Time is phasing out, slow motion
Faces glowing, glances linger
You look to me with love
You look to me with love
You lift me up above
You lift me up above
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